Number of boyfriends since birth: Zero. You have absolutely no messages…not a single one…not even from your mother. No one calls you and leave messages to your facebook neither on your twitter. No late night calls or text. No sweet actions or gestures from someone. Nobody gives you chocolates or flowers on valentines day. You don’t get butterflies in the stomach.You want to experience being in a relationship. You want to love and be loved but you don’t get the chance.
You get the feeling of being alone. Forever Alone. You’re depressed of the the fact that the guy you like doesn’t like you back, had left you, doesn’t even know you exist or like someone else. When you have these gloomy days, you’re only companion is food. You spends your time eating all day, have your bed all for yourself, takes your time on the internet and go out with friends.
You can’t picture out somebody having a crush on you or even liking you back. On the outside, you don’t care that you’re single you got lot’s of friend with you and lot’s of things to do. But deep inside, when you are alone you start to think. Why? Why? Why? Is there something wrong with me or maybe there is just something wrong with them? Will I be single for life?