Slowly, I’m building an invisible wall around my heart. No, I won’t let anyone in. I won’t let anyone in again. Though, I’m not sure if I still have a heart. —
She won’t let herself be attached to people anymore who will just come and go. She won’t chase after anyone. If you want to walk out of her life, She’ll be more than happy to hold the door wide open for you. Getting attached too easily and holding on for too long, that’s the problem. She don’t like opening up to people and can’t even express her feelings. Hiding behind fake smile. She won’t let people have the satisfaction to hurt me anymore. She won’t be vulnerable in front of other people and never to let them see her week side. Been there, done that. If she need to distance herself, She will because it’s the only thing that she know how to do. It’s not because she doesn’t want anyone in her life. She’s just protecting herself. She just doesn’t want to get hurt again, be left out and leave her hanging. She doesn’t want to feel miserable. She doesn’t know if I can get through it again.